Monday, September 06, 2004 @11:25 PM
My Final Note....(good bye)...
One final note for one final sin
I've yearned for peace to my whits end
My pencil burns through my papers
My last goodbyes to family and friends
My soul screams for one more chance
Don't do it...your life must have some relevance
Uncontrollable tears pour from my eyes
I want to quit, myself i despise
Forcing unwanted smiles day in and out
No more drive or hunger, my pain is devout
I only have myself to blame
My despair controlls me, it can't be tamed
No one notices my cries for help
I open my mouth, but no one hears my yells
The more i try, the further my regression
I can't escape this state of depression
A soul that was once happy and free
Feels trapped inside a box of misery
Darkness falls, the walls cave in
Death is the only solution my mind will comprehend
Memories suddenly flutter my mind
I wish i could rewind the hands of time
But lingering above, there's only one solution
There's only one way to defeat my confusion
My mind says my time here is due
Nothing to fight for, nothing to lose
Time to leave behind the tears
Time to avoid my ultimate fears
I regret the times i've wasted
My appologies for all the lives i've complicated
To those i've hurt, i beg forgiveness
To those i've loved, i wish smiles infiniteness
Don't shed any tears for me
Now my soul can finally fly free
Please remember me with fun and laughter
As i now end my "happily ever after".